Another Hell
I recently went to a hell. It was a little scary at first. I don’t remember exactly how I got there. I was not escorted,
“Paul Lungust” is a professional persona of Michael Countryman and is the author of four published books. As me, Paul has a BA in Experimental Psychology and is retired from thirty years of statistical programming in research related industries.
During high school, Paul studied Auto Body Repair with no thoughts of entering college. In the Army, as an enlisted soldier, he learned to diagnose faulty electronics equipment on helicopters and got into a lot of trouble with women and their husbands. He probably should have gotten the Purple Heart, for all the times he was beat up.
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Manifestation through Meditation is my first book published and is a compilation of poems written prior to 2001. These poems started during the time of my mother’s death. I had a lot of questions.
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This was my first time trying to use subliminal messaging to bring the reader’s mind to the edge of an enlightenment. These poems were all written between 2002 and 2003. I had come back to America to make more money before returning to China, but wasn’t able to get a job. I ended up working for my son selling Rainbow vacuum cleaners and writing poetry. I wasn’t making enough to survive, so I had to return to China with $400 in my pocket. I found a job in the capital city of Guizhou province and did not return to America until 2011.
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I was afraid this book might be too troubling for the average reader so I included a strict warning. This book reaches deep into higher minds and describes our existence from perspectives not of this dimension.
This book teaches the dynamics of mind and spirit and how they interact in a dance of meaning. The world that we live in is a cascade of dimensions, projected and overlaid in our minds to simulate experiences and feed memories, and is almost entirely controlled by us.
Paul walks the reader through the troubling parts of the book and tries to stay close by in case the reader gets at all worried about direction and content.
The cover art for this book was sketched in the winter of 2018, one year before the Covid 19 pandemic, and is a drawing of a vision.
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This book contains photos taken by me with my poems added. These photo poems were all developed during the time I spent living in my van.
I thought about printing out a bunch of copies and selling them on the road, but it would have been too much work. So didn’t do anything with them and started working on Logbook of an Explorer II.
Holy Math
Playing tricks on the mind….
…Why?
…How?
How does that even work?
What is the math?
What is the math of the mind?
What is the math of spirit?
Forget religion.
Religion is superstition.
What is the math
of God…?
I recently went to a hell. It was a little scary at first. I don’t remember exactly how I got there. I was not escorted,
Soul Submission I haven’t any agenda I do as little as possible to satisfy myself and focus my attentions in the direction leading toward the
When I was 12 I realized that I could write. The summer had just begun and I was thinking of something to do. I began writing a short story about a rock. I told myself I could make anything interesting by just adding more suspense.
In college I minored in Philosophy only because I took every class offered by a teacher I liked very much. Dr. Lee was the one to give me that feeling that the ground had been taken out from under me. “Do you really know you are real?” or some such thing.
I tried one western philosophy class but it got very boring.
I subscribe to the spirits of Lao Tse and Jesus Christ. WWJD
If I was good at math I might not use words to tell my story.
When I was about 4 my mother and father were talking on our way to church. I was in the backseat behind my mother. My father said that someone said that God is dead. I became furious. I couldn’t believe that anyone would lied about such an important topic as that.
I was so young.
No. I cater to advanced learners and practitioners.
This approach to life is not right. I can guarantee you that.
There is nothing perfect in this dimension. The translations have errors.
All I can hope for is to touch those special ones who can carry this way of looking at life to others.
I am currently working on my website. LOL
But, other than that I am working on Logbook of an Explorer III. And, as always I have Light and Shadow Illusions in the back of my head.
When I went to China I wanted to tell them to stop trying to be like Americans.
Be like yourself.
Don’t be hung up with ego.
Be honest and real.
Don’t let money get in your way of happiness.